The last post on the subject.

In the last several days I have been called:

• stupid
• arrogant
• douchebag
• dumbfuck
• pompous
• ego-loving
• jackass
• Captain Jackoff
• and more

I have deserved every single one of them. I have a lot of regrets, all of which I have apologized for. Some profusely, but what I don't regret is doing something about a situation that was making me extraordinarily unhappy. It's just too bad I had to drag other people into it. If I could go back and handle some things differently, I probably would, but what I wouldn't do is change what I think lies ahead. Through the cloudiness is a big, bright light, and I'm kicking and scratching my way toward it, but picking up a lot of wounds along the way.

I've even been pseudo-impersonated, I think, which isn't helping matters. Honestly, I just want to be a dad, run, ride my bike, and move on with my personal life. Forgive me if you can, give me a chance if you can't, and understand that there are two sides to every story if you will, please.

If your judgement is complete, then I have no need for you, so your opinion doesn't matter... keep it to yourself. Two wrongs do not make a right.

I'm going for a run...